It's the 3rd time to read Le Petit Prince. Remembered that it was in secondary sch for the 1st 2 times. Maybe due to my poor understanding in English, I didn't get much of the behind meaning. Now as time passes and I have got some experiences, I find that I can learn & understand more from it. Juz like what Miriam Yeung said, reading Le Petit Prince at different time/ ages can get different things... I find that reading can make me calm... It can really heal the wounds from my deep deep heart. It's time for me to pick up my reading habit now, it has been long time that I have not touched them~

Today I am alone for this holiday. I go to entertain my grandma in the afternoon and have dinner w/ her, to be a good grand-daughter... haha... On the way back home, I feel free, relax together w/ my Le Petit Prince.  I find I am back to the Myself in the past. Perhaps I have been too dependent for the past 2-3 years, it's time to back to my own self, resume back to an independent gal again.

Apart from reading, I should also pick up my sports again. I was too lazy to do that- squash, badminton & tennis, and even my Gym. It's time to practise my running for the UNICEF & Standard Chartered Run this yr. I dunno if I am able to run for the half marathon again, but 10km is absolutely no problem for me, still I gotta practise!!!

The wind is kinda strong today, but I still love it. I feel comfortable standing in front of the wind. It makes me remember the yrs in my U life yrs ago, always went chit-chat w/ frens along the sea coast in TST or WC. If I have not forgot, I was unhappy once and went to Stanley for the sea breeze & sunset in the late afternoon w/ one friend, maybe it's quite mo-liu for others, but to me, it was feeling good~

I find that I have not been watching fireworks for yrs. The 1st time I went to see the real time firework (not from TV) was also on the National Day. It was abt 4-5 yrs ago already, and it was in WC. The most unforgettable scene was the firework falling down slowly from the sky with the shape of little stars.  They were really beautiful!!! When can I have the 2nd time for the real-time firework??

I really have to thanks u for spending time listening to me today. I can't expect ur the one to help me today. I'm so sorry for bothering u for more than an hr on the phone to listen to my stuff, but I have felt a lot better already. Anyway 實在無言感激!!!

Perhaps I need some freshness or I really need a break...

What the hell I am doing recently??? I even dunno what I do, what I want, and how I think... Everything is totally in a mess!!! It's like I am juz the one w/o soul...

Nat, I can really understand how you feel... hope you can recover soon, add oil~~

Somehow, it's near, but far... (這麼近, 那麼遠)

上星期三去左哥哥屋企食月餅, 之前就去左新都城間"板前壽司"食飯, 其實我覺得板前既都係比較一般, 點解會有咁多人排成個鐘頭隊去等食, 真係好奇怪!!! 上到佢屋企, 佢實在有太多月餅, 一共有2盒冰皮, 仲有2盒正常既月餅, 我地一邊食月餅, 一邊睇佢推介既"每當變幻時", 佢話好有意思, 所以我就睇下 (我係甚少睇港產片!!!)... 其實呢齣戲都幾岩佢睇, 哈哈~~ 不過, 就如Plato所講, 揀來揀去最後都可能得個桔, 遇到合適既就應該唔好放手, 要珍惜眼前人. 否則就會好似戲中既千嬅咁!!!  

 <-- 哥哥家中月餅collection :p

星期四同carly & 哥哥去左唱k, 唱k前我同哥哥o係mk間crispy creme一人買左半打donut, 我o個d就留番俾honey食, 佢o個d原來o係係k房食, crispy creme d donut真係好好食, 咁當然 tim holtons都唔差, 呢2次去canada, 我每次都會帶donut番hk, 因為當地既donut係好食d, 同平好多呀!!! hk幾時又會引入間tim holtons呢~~  carly唱到11點就走, 我同哥哥繼續唱, 唱去點幾鐘先走, 埋單都係9x蚊, 唱到成6個鐘, 真係超抵!!! 由於星期四唱得咁多, 星期五同man, eddie, 小2, yw, 庭成班唱個狀態就差好遠, 有好多音上得唔靚同唔準, 真失禮, 下次一定會唱好d!!!

 <-- 好好味既donut, oishi!!!

星期六同中秋o個晚都去左打通霄 mj, 唉, 2日都冇乜運, 一共輸左400大元, 好彩近日另一邊既收入比較好, 唔使成日止蝕(touchwood), 可以幫補番, 唔係都幾肉赤!!!! 另外中秋o個日晏晝同左成10年冇見既舊同學聚舊, 去左langham place食tea, 佢又就黎又走lu, 祝佢一路順風, 最後一年要俾心機!!! 之後就同honey去左mk間"峰壽司", 好彩都係等左35分鐘就有得食, 同板前比較, 我buy峰壽司多d, 尤其是'軟殼蟹手卷', 係必然之選, 真係好正呢!!!

尋晚同好耐冇見既jojo同嘉偉去左tst pizza express食飯, 當補祝番嘉偉生日, 因為7月o個次大家都冇出到黎, 希望嘉偉唔會介意. 之後就去左海旁吹水, 好耐都未試過咁開心呢, 我都好耐冇去過海旁吹水喇, 以前讀書既時候就經常會做, 但近年幾2年都冇喇, 我認為大家可以暢所欲言, 乃人生一樂也! 嘉偉, 你要加油呢, 我同jojo都會支持你架!!! 另外, 講左去好多年既halloween, 今年終於有可能搞得成, 希望唔會又係得個講字啦, 期待中!!!

下星期又好大機會fully occupied~ 除左星期一放假同星期二返學外, 星期三至五都有appointment, 星期六可能又去mj, 又冇時間陪honey, 希望佢唔會介意啦~~

p.s. bgm係一首我諗有10年既歌, 係同哥哥唱k時佢點我唱既, 唔係佢搵返出黎, 我都已經遺忘左首歌... (原來係1996年"濃情"大碟既)

呢幾日實在太忙喇, 本來諗住上星期五寫xanga都冇時間, 今日仲要病埋, 可能因為太累又少時間休息, 每日只係訓5個鐘頭左右...

月底就開始返學, 係最後一個sem, 由於比較輕鬆, 有好多野都好想o係未來一至兩年內可以做到:

1. 快d做完份dissertation (12月之前)
2. 搵一份更stable及更有prospect既工(都係12月之前)
3. 考到個車牌 (1號就夠喇, 唔使考van仔棍波) (最好都係年尾之前)
4. 讀個master, 最好就係MBA啦, 不過好貴, MA in translation or marketing都ok~
5. continue my further studies in different languages
6. 賺到第一桶資金, 可以further invest d big stock, 或者儲錢可以買另一層樓既首期~
7. 可以再去旅行, 最好就係歐洲喇, 或者係我未去過既地方, 如oz, maldives...

由於phyllis病左, 上星期五既唱k就cancel左, 我就將同sb既dinner改到星期五, 發覺佢都改善左好多, 好難得佢會咁多野講, 仲行埋去天后食糖水呢, o係新寧同糖水鋪都o係人地差唔多收工先走, 大家都傾左好多野~~~ 好開心既一晚呢!!! 不過見到佢咁辛苦, 都希望佢可以早日搞掂d project, 一係就早d搵到另一份工, 早走早著~  亦都希望佢屋企人早日康復~~

尋晚收工, 陪左bruce去cwb睇同買電話, 不過我地似掃街多d, 我一出mtr就食左串fishball, 佢就食左軟骨丸 (本來係想食雞蛋仔架), 跟住去到底123就發覺佢部n70中左毒, 要去nokia整, o係行去nokia既途中, 我地就兜左去krispy creme食donut, 依家做緊buy5 get 1 free, 我地就每人買左3個, bruce 其中2個未出間舖頭就食晒 (當然我都有份食喇 ), 我o個幾個就番屋企先食, 其中新口味chocolate fudge 實在好正, 等我同bruce星期四o係mk唱k時又買先.. haha... 之後我地行去nokia shop途中, 有一間賣糕既shop (紅豆, 馬豆, 等等), bruce見到又想買, 好彩我叫佢快d行ja, 唔係又買黎食... 記得以前去bruce屋企附近既新都城, 裡面有d攤檔係賣糯米磁, 西米糕, 砵仔糕等等既小食, o個時好似係夜晚10點幾, 我地手持杯軟雪糕, 見到o個個攤檔就走左埋去, 又買左幾個當宵夜食... 哈哈, 我地實在太為食喇, 一走埋一齊就不停咁食食食, 搵日又同佢行apita陪佢入貨先~~~ 仲要快d約時間上佢屋企食佢d冰皮月餅呢, 實在期待!!!!

可能呢排真係太忙, 我發覺自己真係好左好多, 冇(時間)諗咁多, 所以心情已經唔再煩同埋真係放低左喇, 有d野都係收埋佢, 得閒先拎返出黎回味下好喇, 諗得太多真係傷神呢!!! really hope that everything can restore as like before...

<--呢2個wii公仔係上星期無聊時整架, 似唔似呢~~ 哇哈哈!!!!

今日同winnie仔chat msn, 先知道佢原來已經拍緊拖2個幾月, 佢以為有講過俾我聽, 我又有睇佢個blog, 點知我兩樣都冇, 大家o個時都有d唔係幾開心... 不過見到佢咁sweet, 同佢個honey既relationship又咁sweet, 真係好羨慕, 又好'登'佢開心呢, 亦令我回想番好多拍拖初期既情況呢~~

我發覺自己係一個好自私, 好衰, 好demanding既人, , 尤其係呢件事上面, 不過係自己作孽, 後果係要自己承受番, 冇得怨任何人... 係我想得太多, 想得太遠, 為左一d冇可能既事而心煩, 亦可能因為咁而訓得唔好, 心情亦比較差... 講就可以好灑脫, 但實際上我並唔係想像中咁tough, 要對人歡笑背人愁, 連對住honey亦唔可以表露出黎, 真係好辛苦, 我亦唔想佢擔心... 呢件事我settle down同recover既時間比我想像中長, 點解會咁... 希望我可以早日走出陰霾, 平復番心情... 可能我寫左出黎個situation會更worse, 不過呢個係我可以舒緩既辦法, 希望你可以明白, both of us can restore back to like before, i really hope so...

聽日, 星期六同星期一都忙足成日, 都係得sam既介紹, 希望我既時間過得充實d, 唔會再亂諗咁多野啦...

呢首歌我都想post出黎好耐, 見到nat既post先令我諗番起, 另一首係近期好鍾意既一首歌~~

<<不能跟情人說的話...>>

作詞：姚若龍　作曲：陳小霞　合唱：范瑋琪+劉若英

歌詞：

有時候對一個人　那么用心
卻還是搞不清楚　她的落寞
談戀愛誰沒演過一點戲
裝沒事　裝忘記　裝相信

有時候和一個人　那么盡力
卻還是忍不住想　保護自己
誰戀愛不曾藏一點秘密
留防備　留回憶　留心情

謝謝你總是陪我分享
不能跟情人說的話
我反反復復你也從不笑我
老是罵他卻又離不開他

謝謝你總是替我收藏
不想跟情人說的話
我胡思亂想你一直握著我手
讓我釋放　然后慢慢寬廣

別人都說我很堅強
只有你勸我別逞強
愛是漂亮卻不完美的天堂
舊了總有需要修補的地方

<<遙吻>>

作曲：常石磊｜改編詞：林夕｜編曲：C.Y. Kong｜監製：Pal Sinn/CY Kong

慢慢 雪落有聲
情境 就似這段情
冷卻得結冰
漸漸 脚步放輕
驟聽 彷似你念及餘情

但願 我沒眼睛
無須 面對這道牆
有你的背影
但願 我沒法醒
令我 不覺你道別 沒震驚

＊明知得到你都要知道怎放下你
明知天空有很多班客機
令我不得不放棄

如果有限期 可否拖得到我會飛
容我 俯瞰你 遙吻比怨你可悲
如果有限期 可以拋低你
我會一生也學習 忘記你＊

事實 你定要走
回家 是你的自由
我只得放手
異地 雪在顫抖
大概 只有極地 是永久

Repeat＊
何需怕距離 千里都可以吻你